I lack the spark of life these days, I can’t seem to find anything that excites me. Some call this depression but I don’t feel depressed. I just don’t feel excited to do anything.
I am in an interesting spot because I live with my parents so I have no bills. I live in a peaceful suburb in Michigan. I’m basically in retirement asking myself: what should I do with my time? I’m bored.
I’m passively job searching and not applying because cold applying is a fool’s game.
I’ve made it to the ripe age of 25 alive and well. Never suffered from hunger. Definitely living in the top 1% of humanity (100 billion are estimated to ever live).
But what is the purpose of life? And how does one make it interesting?
These are ancient questions every human being has to grapple with. And I do not know the answer yet. Startups used to be my answer but that journey is (temporarily) over.
Maybe that is why some people have kids, so they have something to do. They can’t find purpose otherwise.